It is Friday Juinior. I actually did some housework today. Yes…I understand that it should not be a big deal that I cleaned house a little but, it is. We all know this year has been less than easy for me. Today was yet another reminder to myself of how bad I had really “checked out.” While the blues are happening you do not realize how far from planet Earth your entire being strays.
I was thinking that, when I was younger, it was nothing for me to jump up and start cleaning the house. I loved it. I enjoyed the smell, look, and feeljng of accomplishment when I was done. I was an artist and clean was my work. Over this past year, cleaning wen tg to the bench. I kept the house up and it was never nasty. I just didnt put that Michele touch on it. My followers see when I get my wonder woman out and am “all done before nine.” Its just been a while and now I have a long road ahead of me.
With the holidays just around the corner, I believe the inspiration has returned. I hope it brings vengance with it. In hindsight, (as it is always 225/175 or with glasses, 20/20) I hope Depression and I parted ways clean and to never meet again. I am reminded often of how I may have been viewed by my family and that is not a memory I want them to keep of me.
Im glad to say I am still getting out of that dark place abd will continue to chase the sun. Im just counting that thiz is a good sign. Positive baby steps.
Yes. And a clean living room. On Thursdaym
Whatdo YOU think?